AFKN Update.

사랑과 전쟁 - 다비치

Fuck my blog is going down the shitters!


To mark my long-awaited comeback I used a rather unusual (for me) album title!
If you noticed, normally I used v wanna-be poetic stuffs!



Erm, I have nothing to tell you all. Seriously sorry about that.
That means I have no pics too, but I shall decorate with awesome Miliyah Kato pics to show you all her awesomeness!
She's really very inspirational and pretty and talented! Super envious of her!

(I just noticed that I was a bit over-enthu here, I made 9 pics wtf! But she's just so drop dead gorgeous)
All the pics are clickable btw! And credits to Miliyah Kato's blog! Please check it out for high-res versions!!!!


Cy (aka Chinatsu, aka C.) is making her trip to Japan and I'm trying to put a list of things together which she could get me, w/o making it too buay paiseh!

I'm mostly interested in Liz Lisa stuff, although I don't like that brand! But their bags are ok and their little junk stuff sort of things.

Then I want Samantha Thavasa Petit Choice stuff! Too cute to resist, but their luggage tag/ charm things are 5000JPY already can? So ex man!
At first I wanted a HbG bag too maybe, but it seems that right now they only have ugly things *sob*

Other than that she can go crazy about temple charms and other knickknack and snacks, god knows there's enough of that in Asia~


She's going to visit the Kansai area. I'd really love to see that, too, but my main goal for Japan would be Tokyo of course!
I really think that visiting Japan without seeing Tokyo is like you didn't see Japan at all!!
And Tokyo got so many nice places to shop at OMG~

But unfortunately, radiation is still so high in the area of Tokyo that people say you can't/shouldn't get pregnant for the next 10 (or 5) years after your visit! Crazy!
Too bad I'm not old enough to risk that!




A quite new pic from Miliyah in London. Dress is from Topshop or Mote Rocks I think.
I love her in these pics, because she looks a bit different than usual. More grown-up, a bit Brigitte Bardot-ish.


Talking about London. I'd like to go to a short trip to Paris or London (omg and maybe be Miliyah there?), but none of my friends have the money or the time orz

It's been some time since I've been to Paris and last time I didn't even have the time to shop! I really need to see this city again!
Maybe I'm going to drag J along? Would be fun (maybe)

Travelling is really fun, you don't need to spend a lot of money! There are many ways to stay v budget on focus on other things.
It would be cool to drag half of my family along, maybe?

My mother can not, cuz it's already time for her annual seaside trip bah~




Also taken in London! Awesome 80s feel!
I especially love Miliyah's hair! She always pulls of the most breath-taking styles!


I hate it that my frns are so low-budget and not spontanious like me!
I'm always super easily excited and impulsive~

If I start to think of something, it always ends inceptive! The thought grows and grows inside my head (in a split second Haha) and before they know I'm like super annoying and nagging everyone I know to join me in my crazy plan!


The same happened when I wanted to go to Paris.
In the end, I made an agreement to a trip to Italy in summer, which is totally not what I wanted in the first place LOL




See what I mean with the hair? So creative and cool! Also, the unicorn plush toy is super adorable!


Back to the topic: Italy

I never wanted to go to Italy ever!
I don't know why, but somehow Via Appia and Lavazza (I know that this is so not a reason for going to Italy or not) just sound so uninteresting!
Vatican and Colosseum? Oh well~

I can't even imagine Venedig to be very interesting! The only thought I like about it is that a whole One Piece arc is set in a city like Venedig, Water 7! But Venedig don't have the Yagara Bulls right?


But as long as I didn't made any plans for my real summer trip, I can't plan the Italy one, so I'm really afraid that all the cheap and cool places will be gone ㅠㅠ




I really love these pics of Miliyah!
The big blue-blond braid is stunning, her pose too! And the little blue pics with pink hair on the right are kawaii max!


One of my biggest inceptive idea is going to one of those Asia parties in Germany!

I've been to a very lousy one some time ago. One of the worst nights/day ever Haha, A., C. and I like to call it the most failed day of all time!



The reason why I want to go to these parties are

it's just freaking funny to watch so many failed lifes at one place, kays?
Got retarded pre-puberty bitches and fucked-up old pervs!!!

I want to see certain persons (again)!

That said, I'm not going there to have fun, but to undertake social studies!
Must get VIP room and a binocular or so! Haha so fun!

Again my not-so-crazy friends won't ever come along again~

This is also one point which distinguishes me from many other people.




Totally unexpected what? But still brilliant! From make-up, hair, clothing, poses, setting, everything is perfect!


Most people are super negative or realistic about things, while I'm such a happy-go-lucky, I can't believe it!

That's the reason why noone want to come along to another Asian party with me, because the other one was a bad experience~ How is that justified?


C. said that she didn't like the atmosphere one the parties (which is not a reason why this night was such a failed one!)

I must agree with her!
The people on these parties (mostly Vietnamese and also Thai people - as I learned) are so intorably snobbish and arrogant!

They don't show it openly, but I have noticed that Vietnamese teens are like Russians!
Only think they are the best and only cling to their own people!

It's not as open and relaxed as normal parties, but people are looking at you, judging you, competing with you!

The girls are flouncing around in sky-high heels wearing dresses one tighter than the other.

Everyone is such an unapproachable bitch!




I've added one of her more casual pics, she was modelling for some brand. Really love her! She's so sweet~


And if people are trying to make contact, it's most only the super sleazy kind of guys that make you feel really disgusted LOL
Because all the other ones would never demean themselves to do so!

Not fun at all, I tell you!
That's why I'm intending to conduct my social studies there Hahas


Talking about trying to get off with somebody:
While we got ready for the party last time, A. suddenly said that she bet(ted) that some old perv gonna try and chat me up and I think C. agreed.

And I was like, No wtf, Why?!

And A replied that it's just so typical to happen to me.


Which I think is right, after I've given it some thought over the past few months LOL




Whoa~ Amazing! And I need to add that I put these pics together quite well right?


Often (whenever?) when I go out, even just for a drink in the evening, ok even during day time sometimes, I will get creepy looks from boys/men!

But I can't think of any fixed watershed-ish moment which made A say something like that.

It's mostly just intensive staring at me or in restaurants guys will sit at a table where they have an extra good view of me (when they could sit at any other table) - and gaze gaze gaze.
Or whistling or honking when they walk/drive past me~


Two more gross incident happaned with other friends.

One was really super scary. When I think back, how can I keep so cool?
It happened in a library (wtf, right? library?!) and I swear that guy would have raped me if there weren't some people around! (and if I were easy to rape, but I think I'm super talented in free-style self-defence!)

I mean he sneaked into the same elevator as my friend and me and after that strolled around the study room, cuz we were doing school-related work there! How more creepy can you get?
And I was wearing long jeans and nth reavealing!!!!!




Wonderful! Especially the right one! The sparkling background reminds me of my childhood! Love love love!

The other day, a guy who said he was a photographer suddenly looked at me and smiled, which I - v disgusted - ignored. He then insisted on telling me the reason for why he smiled, which turned out to be - wait for it - because he thought my eyes were a beautiful subject for his work!!!

Ding dong ah? He then left me his fucking number!


So, yeah, those kind of akward moments happen to me occasionally, but is it really enough to make it one of my trademarks?


I might sound like humblebragging, but I'm seriously not!

I hate men who approach me!
Because I'm super shu nu and shy (and I already have a husband touring in Korea)!
I mostly pretend that I don't get that the guys are starring at me (ok sometimes I really don't know it), in order to prevent them from getting the impression that I'm also interested and so they think they can take the next step! Oh no!!


That's why I also think that men shouldn't be allowed to walk around topless.
Sometimes I see topless guys in a cabio driving past me, maybe comming from the beach or so, but that's no reason!


I think it's kinda offensive.
When you look at their upper body, just look, because they happen to stand in front of you, they will immediately assume you are interested or what not and try to come up with a witty pick up line!


Looking at them is like looking someone in the eye, you expect something from them and vice versa.

But the problem is I don't want anything from them, but here they are blocking my view! Wtf should I do!

I mostly try to look away quickly and hope that they don't see any reason to comment on that wtf!



Yes, I'm like that if it comes to guys.
That's why I only like friend-zone kind of guys trolol, no I mean, I like guys who are not trying to hit on you, even if they want LOL





Last pic and end of this blog entry!

I actually just had the pics and was trying to fill some text between, so I desperately worked myself from one topic to the next!


Miliyah Kato is a Japanese singer, songwriter, fashion designer and novalist btw!

And one of the reasons, why I think that Lady Gaga is overrated!
Japan got 1000times more crazy people than her, and they started it and hello, we even have men who are like that and they are iconic! (Miyavi!)
Not considered as a freak like Marylin Manson.




That's it,
Chu, Ailing

P/S.:Oh, I forgot to mention! Maybe I don't like guys because I had a v traumatizing experience when I was in 1st grade LOL (A witnessed it).
My first kind of sexual harrasment happened back then and actually it's kinda funny!

A guy who was a few years older than me (I think 10+) would always touch my ass and bump his body against my ass during break time (I don't know why he so young and so perverted already? And thanks god I don't know which part of his body he bump against me, cuz obviously no eyes at the back).


Anways, one day he asked me to talk to him in private after school, I think A. said that I shouldn't do it and I was like, No, maybe he wants so apologize! and went to meet him LOL
OMG, why was I so naive wtf?! I always thought and still think that I'm a very boyish kind of girl and not so stupid, innocent one!


I was really innocent, because the guy actually asked if I wanted to be his girlfriend AHAHAHAHAHA
It's like in those stupid Asian dramas, when a guy is obviously in love with that girl and she's just too retarded to see.


And when she finally realizes that he loves her, she would totally back up and try to get away from him, refusing to realize that she found true love, so what I did what...

I ran away screaming and thinking about being kidnapped and so on. LOL I ran all the way home I think (ok, I nearly home) and A. ran after me and totally laughed at me after I told her the story!

I never saw this guy again somehow (or I can't remember), although he went into a school directly next to my school.
END of my Super Romantic Love Story!

कभी ख़ुशी कभी ग़म

最後の羅針盤 - 熊木杏里

I can haz used an Indian Title! Indian (Hindu or beats me fml) letters look shiok what?
It's the title of the movie Sometimes Happy Sometimes Sad and I love it!

I don't understand why people (like my mother) hate all Indian movies, just because their plot is lame.
I myself hate love stories, but this one is so much more than just a love story!
Just see how much effort they put in - the costums, the singing, the dancing are marvelous!


Anyways, as you can see from the title pic and the icon: SPRING HAS COME

I'm an undercover emo - actually - but since last year, I really enjoy the sun and the bright colors and how it makes everyone happy!

saying this makes me feel very self degrading

I often go for a walk now (semi weight reducing measurement) and it just feels good! Can literary feel how the sun makes me feel better about everything!

wow that was overkill

Recently the thought of getting A NEW PHONE has really grown and grown inside my head and now I can't get it out anymore~

At first it was only fancy idea, but now I'm so serious about it.

Firstly, my LG Lollipop is too old school already! No WLAN, crappy cam (but got front cam at least), screen is small and more important:

My crazy baba broke it! On purpose!
She smashed my beloved phone onto the floor! Even if I wouldn't use it anymore, it would be so nice too just look at it, but no... cannot.
All I see is sadness reflecting on the broken case TT TT


And what phone would a 21st century girl, with a true awesome taste, true high technical demand and true awareness pick?
Well, NOT THE RETARDED IPHONE!!!!!



Of course it must be a Samsung phone what?

Blackberries are also nice, but I doubt about the future success of Blackberry, so better not...

HTC is also a good brand, but hmm.. not so popular, also their designs are mostly to manly. Not suitable for vain girls

(We don't need to mention Nokia and other brands here, do we?
LG Cyon (if that still exists) has super cute phones, but haven't heard of them for a while...
Nokia sounds like shit and errr Motorola? Haha)


When I first decided to buy a Samsung phone, the thought of having to abandon the Apple app store hurt a bit.
I mean it is just the biggest app store atm!!!

But J reassured me by saying, Apple's app store is confirmed doomed to fail! Companies like to work with others much more than with apple! They ain't as complicated!

Infected with his brilliant farsightedness I replied, Hai! Hai! I hope Android is becoming more like Firefox la! Like more user-involved and open-source-ish! Can add 1000s of cute skins and add-ons what! Those strategies are always more succesful!

Thanks for opening my eyes!

I seriously am thinking that Apple is a soon-to-go, because it has exploited enough of its we are so exclusive image.

Apple products are way too mainstream now to seriously maintain this image and soon it will occur to everyone that people who use iProduts just because of the brand, are just lame beyond belief.

Seriously most teenage dumbasses who own the iPhone don't even now, why they are supposed to own a superior phone.
But still anticipating the next one as if was their firstborn?!

Next point: iTunes?
Why? Why would I - the autonomous user- want to subject myself to such a stupid whim of a stupid company? While every other phones works with drag and drop?! Why?
I don't see any reason for the existence of iTunes, except that Apple thinks it makes them unique. I want to see them eat this uniqueness.


And - no bluetooth!!!
No filesharing!!!

HUH? Why? What... Why do you think that's a good idea?!
I can't even~

It's because of Apple, that people now don't even know that every kind of file can be transferred from phone to phone just via bluetooth!!!
I remember back in the good old days, even games could be send to another person!!!


Then I also hate how Apple glorifies itself.

All the stupid slogans and Steve Jobs quotes, please just grow up~

The retarded marketing with new products being on constant sell-out, because it was impossible for their brilliant heads to anticipate that the demand would be sooooo high. Yeah sure.
It only happened 2578.34.56589 times before~

The absolutely dumb, staged media conferences where they introduce their newest invention whatsoever.

Or also, how they keep their inventions and details about their specs a secret. It's ridiculous, because it's like they desperately want to seem very intangible and myth-enshrouded~
Why so cheap?

Why would I, a proud thinking being, let myself fall for such cheap tricks?
And thus count myself to one among thousands of brainless morons?

Thanks, no!!!

Of course must go with Samsung!

Samsung is a Korean company. This should be enough for everyone to understand why to buy Samsung products, but I know - must of you are still pretty clueless about life~


Samsung's technology is also good okay?
It's an Asian company and Asians are always better at everything, didn't you know?

The arguement that Apple's technology is better is absolutely irrelevant, because I can talk shit all day long, w/o explaining anything, too!

Example:

Processor of iPhone 4S: A5 processor
Processor of Samsung Galaxy SII: 1,2 GHz Dual Core

What the fuck is the A5 processor? I tell you - we will never know.

Anyways, a dual core processor is already damn fast and too good for most of us, but Blackberry and HTC even work with Quad Cores okay? There's no need for Apple!!!



The OS of most Samsung phones is Android.
I don't know so much about Android, but what I know is Android 2.3's official name is Gingerbread
and the name of 4.0 is Ice Cream Sandwich !!!!

Super cute onot?!
It's enough for me love it and it's just purrrfect for princesses!!!!


What I also now about Android is that you don't need iTunes (a gazillion of plusses for that).

You can change the theme of your phone (yes, Apple users can't even imagine what that is Haha) and you can change your ringtones, etc, too.

Yes, you can do that too, with the iPhone, but does Apple offer you to do it?!
NO, THEY DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT FUCKING GIVING A SHIT TO YOUR PERSONAL TASTE!!!!

So many iOS updates already since they started, but, did they ever enable you to change the ringtone? No, must get stupid app to do it...

Talking about changing the theme seems already presumptuous, but I think forcing us girls to use this steel grey fucking wannabe-futurstic minimalistic-ish design, which some ugly dude thought off in the 80s or so, that is really presumptuous.



And Apple is overpriced.




Don't You want to be an Ulzzang, too?


I'm thinking about getting the Galaxy Note !!!!
In BERRY PINK somemore!!!


I recently dissociated with pink a bit, but come on, a pink phone?! My Lollipop was pink and it was freaking nice!
Also pink, will sure attract more attention!

Even when I'm not using a cover (which I probabaly have to do, because, there ain't many cute covers for the Note~ NAZE DA?!) it will look very chio!
Or should I bling it lor?!


But I guess, they won't sell it in pink overseas, so I'd have to ask one of my Sing friends to buy for me, which I can't do LOL
It's WHITEthen!!!!


The Galaxy Note is super cheap already, because it's so old~
Normally I don't like to buy old phones, I actually wait for the newest one to be released and buy that one instead, but I guess this time I'm going to be cheap.
Since, there isn't any sucessor announced for it yet and I can't wait forever, can I?




This loops is necessary

There's one thing though which bugs me about the Note (as well as other newer phones) ! You can't attach cute, vain pendants to them anymore!
They just abolished this litte loop!

One more reason to find a cute case (and by cute I mean Korean!) Why? Because, ingenious Koreans (God bless us vain Asians) discovered this tragic matter and sell cases with a loop lah!!!
Awesome onot?


Related to this:



Who would invent sth like this if not us pseudo-aesthetic Asians please?

In case you don't understand, what you see is a thingy which can be plugged into the hole for earphones! Uber cute!




These are winders for earphone cables!

If Western people ever developped sth like this, it would be black or grey, but never shaped like a pink doughnut!!!





The end!

I will get my mom to pay me parts of the new phone! At least 100 bucks! She owes me the whole phone actually !!!


Chu, Ailing

你 的 口 红颜色 太过主动.

公主病 - 周杰倫

Nice titel pic what? I have so many stocks, but am mostly too lazy to edit lah~
This one I wanted to use for the longest time, cuz it's so unique! I think it's from ViVi (most of the Gyaru title pics are).



Anyways, the only reason I'm here blogging and not curing my insomnia, is because ASOS decided to not accept my coupon code.
Which is ridiculous and outrageous, because I was about to buy the last piece in my size, why you suddenly like this meh?

So now, I'm condemned to sit here and wait for their twitter or email reply while updating my shopping cart every 1h, cuz that's as long as the item will be reserved whenever you put it in the cart, in brief:
Welcome to my fantastic life!!


Somehow the shopping god seems to hate me, only yesterday when I went to the bank my card didn't work lah, and I dunno why but suddenly this bank clerk had to butt in and determined that my card was broken! He invoked a pair of scissors and snap! my beloved card (which had a real nice code somemore!) was in two!


The worst thing is that the fatigue is dying me!
So hard that my stomach hurts!




At least I can use the time to rant a bit.

Among the people I hate most, STUPID PARENTS rank very high!
Moronic shitheads who think their children are gods of a new era wtf~


Some days ago I was at Mc D's and a woman bought a Happy Meal for her 4 -5 yr old son.
When she got the Happy Meal bag she looked inside and with a act cute sulky baby-ish voice said Don't you have any sweets?



YOU FUCKING SIAO AH?


Why make your voice retarded like that?
You 10 years old is it?
Your son will die cuz of no sweets is it?
For fuck you need them?

You fucking want to eat yourself or how?


Not even her son was retarded enough to cry for fucking sweets, but his ding dong mother buay paiseh like that fhl~
What's wrong with you?!

I'm sure he already gets enough sweets anyways and also, sweets aren't even healthy!!!


So why for fucksake must her son get sweets?

Is the joy he will experience when getting the sweets so longlasting and beneficial that it makes him intelligenter, live longer, healthier or a happier individual or in any way a better person?!

Or will it just be another point on your List of fucktarding Do's to turn your child into a self-absorbed moron?!


Why must some parents be obsessed with their offsprings to the point where they lose every sense of reality?!
Why MUST their kids get whatever the world can yield?!


Your kid will neither live or die cuz of sweets, toys, praise, clothing wtf!
They will also neither live or die cuz of fat or salty food, preservatives, too much TV and too few books!


Fucking open your eyes and do us all (cuz we are the one your prone-to-be-damn-full-of-himself brat will pester later) and yourself (unless you wish to end up living with the personlised devil) and your children a favour: STOP THE SPOILING!

If you are Asian and have a son, think twice about my words!


The world would be a so much better place w/o assholey social misfits that you create out of your love-blindness!



I understand that all of us want to raise children with the method of education that we deem is best, but 1stly that doesn't mean it is really the best and 2ndly that doesn't make our kids perfect beings.




And now, because @Asos_HeretoHelp hasn't replied me yet (bt several other persons) and the email staff also seems to be quite busy, I provide you with some fashion inspo from Vivi April!
(images clickable!)

My god why am I in such a generous, philantropic mood today? (my brain must die on me already due to sleepiness) Must be like Christmas already here!




Trend No.1: PASTELL VINTAGE LOSE-FIT TOPS WITH LOGO PRINTS

Looks super cutey dreamy romantic with a touch of a preppy and sporty feel!

where to buy: Junkfood, Local Celebrity, and check ebay out!

I don't know why the models I hate get to wear these looks!
The brown-haired girl is called Yukina I think, and I fucking hate her put-on doe-eyed gaze, her western appearance and her uber fail poses. She's just untalented as a model!
Also her name is serious... I don't like that name LOL



Trend No.2: ANIMAL, PLANT, FRUIT, VEGGI PRINTS

I think this looks totally yummy and fresh and summery.

where to buy: asos, topshop, hm, zara (will) also sell (I guess)

And here Sara-Mary (if that's her name) is over-featured! I hate her super western appearance, which is just cold. Then she got this peroxide blonde hair color somemore! Dislike! (That's also why I cut half of her face out in the right centre pic!)

Oh and Lena looks absolute fab on the left centre pic! She actually wears a cute updo with a petrol blue bow! And the pose, it absolutely flaunts her awesome body! (ok that's enough praising for the next couple o' years)


Why did I hardly see Mitsuki in this issue?
I like her best out of all ViVi Models, beause she looks cute, is funny and - wait for it - she is 100% Japanese (didn't I tell you I'm racist somehow?).
Also her name is not wannabe européen (like Sara-Mary, Elli Rose or wtf-else)



To sport these looks I purchased a lilac coloured pair of jeans on Asos (yes said last item) and a Local Celeb tee ytd.


of course the trouser pic stolen from asos my ass
And yes I fucking love cheeseburgers! And fries! There's a I ❤ Fries tee, too!


Lena Fuji wears it and it's quite cute, except it's blue (not very compatible to me) and super ex! Also uber high shipping costs~ Relatively

What I still need is those patterned stuff, can't find anything though!
And I need a pastell colored jacket, aso can't find!



And now the circle is closing down.
We arrived back at the beginning, namely the FASTFOOD IS LOVE message!!

You may not have noticed, but like a golden thread the topic fast food ran through this post.
Indeed, well planned!



Now then, Courage, my heart, take leave and fare thee well!

Ailing Chu

P/s: I aso dunno what the heck happen to me towards the end!
Must be my lack of sleep~

P/s/s: Have I ever extolled Jay Chou's newest album? I always love his witty lyrics and thoughtful MVs.
There's a song called Ultra Racing Goddess and the lyrics are just hilarious!
Here are some parts I like (translated as best as I could and put into a different context for this)

The colour of your lipstick is too bold
The eyeshadow of your smokey eyes is so thick
Don't entice me!

You painted hearts on your crystal nails,
and run your fingers through your long hair.

While you concentrate on applying mascara
I am concentrated on waiting for you to smile.

ユニコーン x キラキラ x NEBULA

Go Away (Jap ver) - 2NE1

I'm back from a trip to Frankfurt/Germany, to meet up with あかね, who came over from Japan.

She was nice enough to get me a copy from the April issue of JELLY magazine.
Serious, one of the best front covers ever.

AND YES, I can haz an ultra cute-omantic dreamy fairy tale UNICORN CURSOR w/ GLITTER COMING OUT OF HIS HORN!!
suck it up!

Back to the topic, since she liked 山P so much, I just spent hours curing my stomach pain watching his vids, and of 錦戸亮 who is my actual NEWS fav!


ah~ イケメン!




A propos, celeb crush, her boyfriend's bro is a member of Sexy Zone.
You guys know this band?

The youngest member Yo Marius, is half-German, half-Japanese and - wait for it - 11 years old!

I wonder what his parents (especially German father) thought when the agency accepted him Haha


She also met more or less every ViVi model already (including Miliyah Kato) I'm Jelly LOL.

We went sightseeing a bit and dropped by at American Apparel's (where I found nth worth buying as usual), Urban Outfitters' and Hollister.
Their store is really beautiful, the windows show live scenes from some beach in the US. It was only damn crowded and - despite being uber popular in Japan - I think their stuffs are meh.


sweater Urban Outfitters / jeans Motel Rocks / headband Rowky / everything else DUNNO

I got the Urban Renewal sweater for 20+ bucks Ha! It's super alternative ViVi style! It's super heavy and therefore 精品 (Asian wisdom)!
The jeans I bought via asos for a great price also! (nice english hor!) You can still buy them on their own site or via Topshop for example, but not for the same price I payed! Which was less than half of the actual price!
(Pattern) Printed jeans kick ass so you gotta stock up now! I love them!!
And the spiked headband is my fav accessory now! I mentioned them in my previous post!
As for the nail color, I think it's the most beautiful I own. I think I got it from some cheap China store, the color is something like this, fruity red!





On the train my friend and I had an uber long argument about Mouri Ran VS Haibara Ai.

My frn likes Ran, because she is nice, while all other female leads are normal quite bitchy.
Agreed, but that doesn't really make Ran special, because she is unrealistically nice, which makes her a stereotypical anime figure again.


Ai is also a stereotype, but I think, her character is more individual than others. I think she has more personality.
I like that she's not friendly and all, because serious, friendly Ran is boring. (The only thing that isn't boring about Ran is her karate, which she obviously only can, to restrict her boringness)


Also, Ai is far more intelligent and thus a better partner for Shinichi. If there's a murder case, Ai will be much more likely to catch up with Shinichi's thoughts and won't stand in his way, she is even able to help him!

Ran is always totally overwhelmed by Shinichi's actions, super slow and nobody who has a lifestyle like Shinichi can allow himself to drag her along all the time.





I thought up a relationship plan for the important Detective Conan characters some time ago.

My solutions are much better than the happenings in the anime/manga!!

The only persons who end up w/o a relationship according to my idea are Prof. Agasa and Genta (sorry but Agasa is just too old and Genta is too fat and stupid)

So here goes:

• Conan + Ai / Shinichi + Shiho
• Dr. Araide + Ran
• Heiji + Kazua (meh, bt can't find other one)
• Kaito Kid + his girl
• Mitsuhiko + Ayumi
• Kogoro + Eri
• Takagi + Yumi
• Shiratori + Sato

If, according to the anime Shinichi and Ran end up together, Ai/Shiho will be forever alone.
Plus, Shiratori and Yumi (and Yumi is just too cute ok?, she is so much better for Takagi, because they are both cute!!!)
If you add Genta and Agasa that makes 5 sad existences!!!

You could also count Araide in, so it makes 6.



My plan is just better in whatever way you look at it.

And btw: They make such an awesome couple - visual-wise!


(ワウ！I didn't know about this OVA, ぜんぜんしらなかった！ - must watch!



I could go on for hours posting pics of Conan x Ai, but yeah~ noone's interested, so I gotta leave it at that. しかたがねだろう~？


Finally, I shall first do my 2nd αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ list.

If you are wondering what they are, they are just a collection of stuffs that are directly related to my personality, cuz I'm not only racist, but also self-absorbed to infinity and back.

This time it's αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ boy-ish facts about me, i.e. things about me that are totally un-girly and super boy-ish. I think there are quite many! I'm so un-girlish with soo many things~

• I fucking dislike any love-themed story. Means mainly almost every book and movie and series and anime with a love couple! (ok, dislike is the wrong word, there is no dislike in my life, only HATE, thus I hate said)
  Worst are rom-coms! Love stories are retarded only - and just not funny okay?!
  I totally hate how cheap love stories are! That's also the reason why I have never watchend any Korean drama! and I hope I never will!*
  
  
• On top of that - I liike Martial Arts movies!!!
  Action movies are also ok, bt there are many boring ones! I like historical Asian movies, too! And I truly watch them for the fighting scenes! My fav fighting scene is still the one from 霍元甲 / Fearless where Jet Li and Master Qin fight and Jet Li eventually breaks Qin's ribs (and heart and every bone around it or so). But I guess if I rewatched a few scenes from 葉問/ Ip Man, I could change my mind.
  I also like Lord Of The Rings, I know so many scenes by heart, I like 300, I like Matrix, I like the Fast and Furious stuff, etc etc you get it
  
  
• Hellsing!
  ok I get it, there are probably 1000s of sadistic 日本freak girls out there who like Hellsing, but I am different okay? I like how Alucard effing kills all the Nazi-lowlife vampires and tears them into pieces!
  
  
• I eat super fast! Embarassingly fast!
  I eat faster than men who served in the army!!!
  
  
• I don't care if anyone wears the same stuff as me and I don't understand why others care
• I'm mostly too lazy to care for hair do and make-up
• I'm a total bro! serious~
  
  
• Dragonball, Dragonball Z, Pokémon, Yu-Gi-Oh!, Yu-Gi Oh! GX, and all the shit, I watched it all! Ok, I take it back, DB/Z is in fact DA SHIT
  Naruto, Bleach, One Piece cannot really count in, since it's too mainstream, but I watch(ed) lah!
  I even watched Captain Tsubasa/ Super Kickers 2006 ok! I know each shot (Hyuga's tiger shot, Tsubasa's topspin, Napoleon's cannon shoot, etc) just by the noise they make!!! Need no more words!
  
  
• I know and use damn many male insider jokes and movie quotes (like 'This is Spartaaa!' or 'Spartans! Tonight we'll dine in hell!' or 'Fly, you fools' or fuck the touching stuff Sam says at Osgiliath)
  
  
• I enjoy watching football (soccer for idiots) and boxing! Let's get ready to rumble!
  I even like watching Wrestlemania, but only because it's so retarded Haha. (My fav is Cody Rhodes, bt only because he's the most handsome one, sry! he reminds me of Captain Blue from the Red Ribbon Army Hahaha). I even know how their attacks are called!
  
  
• I hate long phone convos. They suck! I'm always being as brief and straight as possible on the phone. Seriously can't be bothered.
  
  
• Also, long-winded convos about relationship problems etc. I'm totally not that kind of person who likes to turn problems over and over. My advices are always clear and once and for all. I don't suddenly change my oppinion, because you a telling me how you feel for the 5th time!
  I don't get why everyone likes to wallow in their misery

*I started Fullhouse just for the sake of it, but when Rain and the girl started to like each other and Rain's Hyung was about to make his move, I stopped!
I also watched The Notebook some time ago with A and on of her friends. And I think there's a scene where この女 was already becoming senile and she walkes down a street or so, right? I screamed Come on, just get yourself run over! A. was so shocked ww (I also compared the guy to Jesus)

I'm afraid, I can't think of anymore facts, but I think there are...


Next time is either, αʹ☆ｚｉｌｌｉｏｎ girlish facts about me, or -reasons why I'm racist (I actually don't like it at all, but I gotta be honest over this...).


that's it, またね!


Chu, Ailing

P/S: I just noticed my two last posts' title start with キラキラ (_ _)
Gonna change that now!

キラキラの夢の中で 僕たちは約束をした.

GLITTER - Perfume

Again a fashion update (please pronounce fashion japanese or korean style while you read this with your inner voice!)

This time I'd like to show you all these uber cool spiked headbands!

I've seen them on Japanese idol Miliyah Kato and instantly fell in love.
I love this woman, her fashion sense is INSANE !!!

ok, I thought she wore one in her Baby! Baby! Baby! MV, but obviously - she doesn't

But fret not, she wore sth similar for her shop KAWI JAMELE (everything clickable)



I love it!
I love how it adds a hint of punk-rock-feeling and also, it kinda makes you look like The Statue of Liberty o((*^▽^*))o ゲラゲラゲラ

And, isn't she pretty!
It's amazing how she got on, especially the hair color, really looks guurreat on her. (although she died her ends some neon-ish color recently)


It was quite hard to track down this kind of headband (ok, am I retarded, or why do I always want to have things that are close to impossible to find??)
Until now, I only saw Miliyah sporting these and - surprise - models of Korean goth/punk shops!

(yes, they are available from some handicraft freaks or haute couture sellers - ridiculous pricing
and DIY?! - I'm not as free as some of you*)


I got mine from bloodycat



More eye candy from rowky. Images clickable.




Oh and I did found Western ppl with these headbands (on rowky)



I prefer Korean/Japanese version.
Cause I'm racist like that.



Talking about spiked hair accesories, how do you find these cool combs?



Looks a bit like a Stegosaurus, doesn't it? Kinda cute!
I don't really think it's worth being (yet), but well if you like them and have too much free time, check out the DIY (left) or buy from Maison Michel(right) if you have too much money.




Chu, Ailing

P/s: *冗談ですよ！